so adding to the ongoing list of things that always seem to pop up and go wrong.... my aunt's heart is failing, tawnie might have lung cancer, there is still a possability that livs kids mite get taken away, my sis mite have indemetriosis, i mite be pregnant by don (we dont even speak nemore...hence he will never know its his if i have nething to do with it), granted you play you pay...i knew the risks, i took them... n theres no way im getting an abortion....i couldnt live with myself, me n am r havn probs .....shall i keep going?! it seems like here lately that once things start to look up life throws u sumthin that keeps you down..... like no mata how hard u try u can neva keep yo head up.... i dunno sumtimes i just wanna give up on everything. good news... im gettin a new car, ken n me r being good friends again, me n liv r gettin our apt. in june, im graduating(well mayb if i can pass whites class) i dunno i jus feel like im n a losing battle constantly.... i dunno hopefully my raincloud will go away sumtime soon but its doubtful... peace out guys

damn its been awhile since i've been on here...lol i was looking at my last blog and couldnt help but laugh...so much has happened since then... liv had her baby...Deante Marquis...6 lbs 6 oz n 21 inches....!!!!am came home n her n v are livin in gmas trailor....me n don broke up...me n kenny r best friends again....hes working at the hut....lol....i dunno its like life is in overdrive here lately n i cant stop it....lol i dunno i'm just tryn to roll with everything....welp another vday alone o wells..............story of my life!